Being that I’m working 49 hours in 4 days
41 of those hours will be worked in 3 days
each morning starting at 7 am until about, 9pm/8pm
oh did I mention I’m sick
and I take medicine that makes me drowsy
and I work with mentally disabled children
I need the money orz
ah - let it begin.
/hiatus.
no appetite, slight fever, asshole cough, asshole costochondritis weird tasting cough syrup that makes me drowsy and being completely alone. My package has not come yet and my boss asked if i can work longer on Sunday, and than work on Monday. So that means Ill be working more than a Week of hours with in 4 days… I need the money so I will prolly say yes… welp just did.
this already sounds like an exciting day. - -
This has been the worst couple of months I’ve ever had
first the whole month of march was pretty much me sick with bronchitis were i lost of my voice and had to use an inhaler for awhile
than two weeks ago of so i get really sick throwing up multiply times whithin 7 hours with horrible stomach pains
now i have a fever and a bad cough , and have to take promethazine codeine syrup
while also my costochondritis is acting up
missed my period this month
pretty sure i failed 3/4 of my classes
i have no money
have been emotionally unstable
and etc
whyyyyy
i need to get myself back together!
one good thing, lost 5 lbs lol
or at least bring me tons of cough medicine
i cant take it anymore orz
i was just sick literally two weeks ago.. and now again???? and in the beginning of april i was really sick for like… 3 weeks orz what am i doing wrong in my life orz
meep
ive just thrown up everything ive ever eaten in my whole life
and my stomach still pains me incredibly
i still feel nauseous
I have two exams tomorrow starting at 9 am
i haven’t even studied
im going to fail the first one. there is no doubt about that
im fucked
im sick in pain and going to fail my exam
and i cant be with my boyfriend until later in the week
with all the shit going on my life
this is not what i need right now
I hate waiting… but I still do it
impatiently patient ? aha
but seriously why do i always have to wait for everything little fuckin thing - -
so as I wait, and while tumblr is dead ( being that it is 8:35 AM) I am sitting here watching VH1 while eating thin pretzels with organic honey-peanutbutter and chocolate… just dipping everything together. its so good and that is really the point of this post, just for me to say how much i like this combination - and for people to stop making me wait for them orz
im 20 now aha
